Opps

Funny how much you can suddenly miss someone when they're not where you always see them. It's strange, this trip I have seen him a lot less than previous trips simply because he is no longer out and about. I hate this constant waiting around and I hate myself for even waiting in the first place.

It's been fun and all, tanning and drinking all day but often times I wish I was able to do what I had came on this trip to do. To actually get to know who he really is and what I am doing. I feel pretty silly waiting for the disco to end and it's so blatantly obvious that this 'tourist' is only hanging around (often times solo) because she wants to be with the entertainer. In fact, writing that out made me blush and cringe. How embarrassing.

In the mean time, I have made a new Cuban friend and he is one of the dancers in the nightly shows. Thin little thing, the same age as me, and still has that honesty and openess about him that he is able to share things seasoned resort workers would hesitate to divulge. It is true though that Cubans do not take kindly to other Cubans over stepping the boundaries when it comes to 'their' tourist and Jorge had made sly references to the fact that I am talking to my new dancer friend but also states that he 'doesn't give a shit about that'. Likewise, new dancer friend also likes to make references to Jorge, even going as far to say that when I leave I should cry for him instead of for Jorge. *I will cry for neither, maybe just cry a little bit because I miss the sun, beach and pool* So this has been an interesting trip, meeting many new people...Cubans and Canadian tourists!

Ahem.

So to get back to the main point and title of this post. I may or may not have had a little too much fun with Jorge last night. I guess you must have saw that coming from a mile away, eventually this girl was going to get herself in trouble if she's returned 3 times to test her will power. It was a little disappointing, but it was also nice to finally get the sexual tension out of the way.